Friday, May 04, 2007 1:09 AM
i had to cab to school today.
was so worried that i might be late for tutorial.
x_x
you know, i have a feeling my commskills tutor doesn't like me.
rawr. maybe cause i always stone in her class,
and i keep holding on to my phone,
cause i'm like almost constantly messaging people.
ohwells.. i just hope she doesn't grade me down because of that.
cause i pretty much want to do well for commskills.
we had an hour break after that.
was with my class initially.
then i ended up with jonathan.
was chatting with him over some stuff.
went for econs tutorial after that.
our tutor had to give some lecture,
so we had a covering tutor.
in the end, tutorial was short;
like only 50 minutes long.
so in the end, we had another extra hour before our makeup tutorial.
so we went to cheers, library, etc etc.
business accounting tutorial.
abit .. weird.
but was okay lah.
that guy teacher doesn't smile as well,
but at least he doesn't give off this cold aura like my careperson.
after which, i went to find claudine.
nothing much luh.
was waiting for her to settle her stuff with the class,
then we walked around school and chatted.
she had to head for home so there wasn't anything much as well.
i went to hiro's place after that.
slept till he woke me up.
ate dinner then i used the computer in his mummy's room.
was settling some stuff with some people.
and tonight must be the most revelational night in my life.i've learnt so many things, even more than before.that there was actually someone like you capable of doing what you're doing.that people like you don't actually just exist in drama serials.that i actually have a first-hand experience with someone like you.i'm very much astonished, and still in comtemplation as to why you chose this path.personally, i believe that you have a very nice nature.i don't know what made you this way,but it's scary.i care alot for you as a friend,but i am unable to tolerate whatever you've done, and going to do.i'm sorry i had to be that person behind the scene carrying all these out.but i cannot afford to have myself trusting you again.if i had been the sole victim,i wouldn't have tried to stop you,like how i never stopped him in the past.but i know now i'm not the only innocent one who's involved.i cannot have myself seeing you do those to anyone.therefore, once again,i apologised for having to be the one betraying this friendship.it hurts me even if i don't seem like i am.
